until i graduate, i can’t believe today is the day, 12 years of school, and i finally graduate from high school tonight, this will be a very emotional day ! :/

These thoughts , and they make me sometimes wonder , why do I exist, why am I here or why should I be here . They tell me everyday that this life I live isn’t worth a damn thing , my thoughts tell me how imperfect and how idiotic I am all the time , and I wonder if just ending it would make all the noises in my head just go away . I’m so fat, but I ear so much , I’m to dumb and need to be smarter, I’m so lost with my life and need to get things organized , I need to get off my ass and do something but don’t ever want to , I want just everything to go away , to be perfect , to just leave this stupid place . I’m too selfish or I don’t do this right , I have to do this but I don’t , I just want everything to go away , and for me to disappear , it would make everything so much easier if just every voice disappeared from my head .

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It’s a perfect day to go to universal studios (: Hollywood here we come (:

I couldn’t get the whole text in the picture :( but I think this part is what makes him worth everything at the end of the day (: Robert Paolella , you really are the boy of my dreams (:

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My Dearest Allie,

I couldn’t sleep last night because I know that it’s over between us. I’m not bitter anymore, because I know that what we had was real. And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I’ll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that’s what you’ve given me. That’s what I hope to give to you forever. I love you. I’ll be seeing you.

-Noah

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People who make up stories . I got this text today and it said that I called this person a name , and it really upset me because it said I called them a cuss word , and the thing is , I DON’T CUSS , so how on earth would I be able to call them that ? And the thing is , I love this person , they are so nice and so kind and I don’t talk to them much but I would never say this about them . It really upset me , because I just would never say that , and it really upsets me that they won’t believe me . Even when I had so many people next to me and know I never said anything like that . It just really hurts . Because I would never say that about this person .

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Just don’t know how to shut up sometimes . I have too many thoughts , too many emotions , I can’t keep up with myself sometimes . Sometimes I wonder if I’m okay and then I think I’m not , I tell my parents , but they tell me I’m fine . I don’t know how to deal with myself sometimes . I just wish I was alright . That I was normal and non of these thoughts or emotions ever over take me .

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